mumndadskin’s blog

I have no idea how to even start......... Ii will say that I feel happy. I haven't felt this way in a long tiime

I woke up this morning at my usual time...5am. Some how I wasn't paying attention and almost got a parking ticket. I ran down the street in my flpos, no shirt and my cup of coffee to feed the meter. People looked at me like I was a mental patient...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then off to the store to get smokes. On some one elses recomendation I swayed from my usuals and grabbed a pack of these. They really do last longer. Thanks for the suggestion!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then I went out to the shop to collect a bit of much needed cash..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

....and when I get home I find my new oven all ready to go! Well, by ready to go I mean in the middle of the kitchen. The damn thing doesn't fit! Figures.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

As I was quite frustrated I left the flat on a search for a new belt and cap. I went to 5 diff stores and soon realized that apparently belts are only made for FAT people! So ATTENTION FATTYS: Lose some fucking weight you are fucking it up for everyone else. I finally found one at Target. Damn. It was strange to go out shopping on my own. i haven't done that in a long time.

I'm not getting into my birthday because it was pretty much shit. I did meet up with a very attractive girl but it seems she was gone almost as quickly as she came.

OK on to Sat. I spent the morning doing laundrey and various house hold tasks. I then left and met an old friend for lunch. It was really quite nice for a couple reasons. One: Lately I almost always have all of my meals alone. It was nice to have some one else there for a change. Two: I really used to enjoy spending time with them and lately we don't see anywhere near enough of each other. We used to be so close and I miss that. We spoke about maybe hanging out later that night but we all know how things go sometimes. I then just headed down the tattoo shop. Sometimes it can be really boring but at least it gives me something to do. I spent the day downtown doing various things until the shop closed. I then took off to a party. It was alot of fun and a little too wild for what i felt like. At some point myself and some of the people there went downtown for last call then back to mine. Only two people fell down my stairs so I would consider it a success. I'm not really going to get into the specifics cause you just sort of had to be there. Here are a few pics I took last night. I can't post any of the pics after the time of the "tattoo" pic for various reasons but here are the ones that I will. These are a little boring but oh well...

 

Starting out pretty slow. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

me in "my" glasses

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Me in "Ed's" glasses. I think I look better in mine

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Never let girls draw on you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Still standing with no probs

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Just a sign of unity with one of my best mates

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Well I have left some stuff out but it looks like I actually slept in a little for once

 

Too drunk to even try to sort it out now. I will sleep for a few hours then post

Too drunk to even try to sort it out now. I will sleep for a few hours then post

So far i am a little behind schedule. the day isn't over so I am still hopeful. I am just waiting for something right now. I hate waiting for news. So instead of pacing this floor I am going to walk to the closest pub and grab a pint

So it's my birthday. Today is kind of up in the air right now. It could go really well or it could go really bad. It's too soon to tell but I have my fingers crossed. I will let the Vox people know how it went later. i also will prob write some year in my life wrap up or something to.

Wow. It's been three days since I have posted anything. That is so unusual for me. So much has happened in those three days. A lot of things that I can't put on here but some that I could. I don't really feel like getting into it right now because some of the "things" just make me really depressed...some things make me angry....some things (but not many) make me smile a little. Ii am up every dam morning by 5am. It doesn't matter what time I go to bed. I always hate starting the day. I always know that something is going to happen that I don't like or will depress me. Stinks

Has anyone ever noticed that all of the pics of me are taken by ME? It's because I am always alone. People say "It's good to have some alone time right now". Well I have had all the alone time I can stand. There is a diff between having a little alone time and being lonely! I am lonely. Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be sure to take lots of photos of all the fun things I do BY MYSELF. (sigh) I hope you can sense the sarcasm.......I miss her so much

 

can't sleep. this has to end